Deep Dive

30 oktober 2023

So strange you've known me all my life

And I didn't know you at all

I thought I had you all figured out

But once again I dropped the ball

Waving at those bright red flags

Like it was a damn carnaval

Too easy to blame my exes

Or go and find quick fixes

Wet band-aids on bruised skin

Won't heal the girl within

I dive

Dive deep

Beyond my reflection

Looking for you

I crawl

Rock bottom

Crashing the waves

Head first pushing through

And as I let go

Of the root of my trauma

That welcomed the drama

You reached out your hand

You pulled me back up

While I collected the pieces

I heard you beating

Again and again

My heart

Home at last

I dive

Dive deep

Beyond my reflection

Looking for you

I crawl

Rock bottom

Crashing the waves

Head first pushing through

I dive

Dive deep

Beyond my reflection

Little girl within